damnitamy

- no double life, totally on track with God.
- complete my BA in Communications/Marketing with an emphasis on Public Relations
- finishing up my masters.
- having my child [but not before I am 24 and married - also adopting or surogate or able to afford being able to put everything back together].
- married of course [platinum band with pink diamond heart and two mini pearls/diamonds on either side].
- moving out of the mainland/country. [Hawaii, Wales]
- buying a house [two bedroom with a study and yards, cottage style with ivy and brick, like aunt caroles].
- working in PR with Amnesty International or another reputable Human Rights organization Non-Prof.
- only debt is for the house.
- eloquent speech and mannerism.
- forgiven self.
- minimalistic.
- joyful in everything.
- have three doxies. or one that plays with neighbors doxies. i just want to walk three doxies on the weekends. :)
- have quite the collection of concert memorabilia.
- whole.

- insults on looks
- ordering you to do things you're already doing
- projection

they are all signs that there is NOTHING BETTER TO PICK ON YOU FOR.

so recognize it, smile, and be kind in response. they're actually complementing you on your strength and talent.

always remember to consider the source of true criticism. many times your biggest critic is the one who is most jealous. recognize the yapping chiuauas trying to prove something as opposed to those who are giving TRUE criticism with your benefit in mind.

there is a civil and uncivil way of resolving discrepancies.

DON'T STOOP TO THEIR LEVEL!!! otherwise, you're just like them. yipping chiuauas. congrats, you've just lost.

- dome home.
- live in hawaii for minimum two years/three
- live in wales for minimum two/three years
- backpack across europe
- skydive
- scuba dive ferreals
- base jump
- camp in the grand canyon and walk on the glass bridge thing
- parasail
- hang glide
- complete a triathelon, marathon, and walk for the cure
- work in pr for a non profit human rights organization
- surf
- visit the rain forest
- live in the holy land for one year
- live in austrailia for at least 9 months
- fly over the bermuda triangle
- get my personal pilots lisc.
- own the doxies all siblings or pseudo siblings
- have dreds
- have a mohawk
- stretch ears to 4g and have bamboo plugs
- fall in love with someone who is desreving
- have my lip, tounge and webbing pierced all at the same time
- get my masters in communitcations and marketing
- study theology at the family school
- live in India for at least 3 months
- earn enough boy scout patches to satisfy my curiosity
- live in a beach house for a summer with some of my best chick friends
- live in one of those huts out in the ocean for a week or so
- build a few more houses in mexico
- participate in a real exorcism [not the deamon of music, type, PLEASE]
- have the book club
- finish the self portrait project
- actually do the devens project
- own a cottage for four or five years
- shower lovin's on my own family (even if it ends up just being me my bf and my doggies)
- do the sunset project
- get stung by a jelly fish in some random place
- swim with sharks
- swim with dolphins
- kayak on the ocean
- know more about marine biology than i do right now
- study damn near all of the oxford edition books
- buy myself the book CENTURY
- do the self polaroid year project (& create a blog soley for it)
- get my three tattoos
- become eloquent in speech and mannerisms
- formally (?) train in mixed martial arts
- live a life worth living.